It IS still not done yet ... HOLIDAYS!

FiNallY or What ?

       

FiNally ? Done ? 

You might wondering what am i heading with ? What is the purpose to put such a title ? 30th MAY 2008 , That day is just suppose to be the happiest day i ever have . Ermm , am i saying that i am sad ? Argh...huh ..... NOt realLY . Instead of saying that i am sad , i am disappointed . I think i am a negativity absorber recently . Why is it ? I think i prefer to be bitten by a spider and have super ability . However , by having the grateful and appreciation , i think those negativity can at least neutralise . All right , lets back to the main topic . 

 

Notes + Laptop=preparation?

 

Coffee & I for the exams

Yesterday is the last day for my exam which i sat for the last paper - TORT LAW . This law is deal with negligence(form of injury suffered) , Trespass to land , Escape property , Private Nuisance , Occupier's liability and Trespass to person. Well, it is not all part of the tort law but at least what i stated is within my syllabus . Amongst all the law that i studied , Tort law is my favorite law subject . In a common understanding , it wont be suprise if i master this law . Not to say that i mastered the topic already , at least i understand the topic quite well . I prepared and i memorised most of the relevant cases . When i sit in the exam hall , i have the feeling to answer the questions confidently . It is sad that i spend too much times on the first question , so i dont have enough time to finish the third question(which is the last question) . I just roughly wrote down all the points or relevant cases . It is however not enough to score a high band in the question since i do not juxtapose every details of the fact with the law . I guess an 'A' just pass by with me but then it left . I think i can score better in Contract law if compared to Tort law .

Outcome of exam = panda eyes

Okay , law is done . Now , another subject i took which i dont understand the subject at all ! - SOCIOLOGY. It is a subject which study on the society in varies of perspective - for example Marxist theory ( I think you heard of Karl Marx , right ?) . For 5 months i attended the sociology lecture and i do not really flip on the sociology notes. I admit that i always study last minutes . I dont study unless the exam is coming . I attend for the lectures and i do assignments . Thats all . I do not have enough times to study all the chapter packs . So , i'll do what i always do - SPOT QUESTIONS . I flipped through all the pass year questions and do some Analysis , so to speak . As a result , i just read on the answers on the questions which i spotted . In fact , i dont have the answer but i prepare the answer by myself . I am not saying that i am smart , okay ? I have no choice but to prepare the answer ! The point is it might be wrong ! Haha , you will really suprise for the risk i taken . Yeah , i am a risk taker ! Dont ever think that it is good . Thank god that i manage to answer the questions . What i spotted do come out . Out of 12 questions , i need to answer 3  and it is just nice that the 3 questions i studied came out . WOOO....Only 3 man ! I am so lucky ! However , i dont think what i have written is what the examiners expected .

Yes , the exam is finally done . I just hoping for 2 principle passes . If i failed for sociology ! I cant imagine that i gotta re-sit it in this November . I dont want to see those sociologist anymore. This is why the above title stated as "IT IS STILL NOT DONE YET !" . It might seems like everything is finished , it will only finish when i got 2 passes . I am just so worry ! PLEASE , LET ME PASS AND I WONT BURN MIDNIGHT OIL AGAIN ! 

Today is the 31st MAY , it means that i have almost 2 months to go ! My college mates suggest that we'll have a trip to travel . Where ? In theirs options , there's a lots places ! Redang , Bukit Merah , somewhere with hotspring , they even suggest to travel in Thailand ! Seriously , i dont like thailand . It just full with mysterious in my point of view. Hehe....of course i prefer Redang , it is my dream island ! Wherever they planned to go , i will surely join them since after that we will all separate . Some of them will back to JB . All of us is future litigator !!! So , when is it going to be ? haha.... Some negotiation still going on there .

It is now i have to think of how am i going to spend this 2 months . Most of my friends is working but i dont think i am going to work even i hope to . In this coming 2 months, i will have to deal with Library Management , work on Yuan Rong's society's website and also i'll improve myself physically and psychologically. I promised to play badminton with my brother and i promised myself to swim once in a week . Besides , the most complicated things i have to settle is Buddhist Society SMK TMN CONNAUGHT . Such a problematic badge i have ever seen ! Selfishness is always the biggest problem . Also , i have to read on SPM notes so that i can guide my sister in her SPM ! Seriously , It is tiring to be a brother internally or externally( the world outside) . They are most likely not going to appreciate what you have done . That is the things. After everything you have done , they'll just say:" thats your business ." They will defence themselves by apply the rule of " VOLUNTI NON FIT INJURIA", this defence is very likely to be succed in the court . This means you consent to it . They will blame us at the end . Yea , where is justice ?? It is however i will keep going to take care of people around me . I might not have the ability but i have the willingness .

I have no idea whether what i planned is workable or not . Hopefully it will . To all , please pray for me ya! So that i can get through in my exam ! I believe by having the positivity of you all will summon the universe to arrange a happy ending for me . 

 

bATTLE WITH tiME!

一个无私的情怀 Mother's heart

母亲之日已消逝，

母亲之节已过去，

这一切一切似乎已经在世俗眼光离去，

世人感恩之心似乎也只是幻象。

当天，

我们聚餐庆祝，

孝心煞是显眼，

可是，

我们都把眼光放在桌上的珍肴，

您没有一丝毫怨意。

然而，

在您的眼界中，

每一个角落，

都有我们。

母亲，

您把我置放在阳光下，

深怕我受到黑暗的恐惧。

当阳光稍微灼热，

您只身挡之，

也不敢让我们离开阳光，

因为，

您要给我们一丝丝的温暖。

母亲，

若把您与阳光做对比，

似乎不当，

因为您所做的都超越阳光。

阳光只能温暖我之形体，

而您的细心照料，

却能冷热兼备，温暖十分。

母亲，

您好比母鸡但亦超越母鸡，

当我遇到挫折以及遭到不平，

您犹如路见不平的侠者，

为我伸张正义 ，

呵护我，深怕我受到伤害，

老鹰也见状而逃。

母亲，

我知道您在面对老鹰之时，

内心恐怖万分，

可因我，

让您使出您那无私的情怀。

宁可让自己受伤，

也不愿让我受伤。

因为我，

您曾经在地狱门前徘徊，

与阎王斗个死活，

为的是让我这个小生命平安的来到这里。

本来的一双玉手，

为了我，

经过污物的洗涤，

现在也逐渐粗糙，

无论您怎样的遮掩以及保养。

您手上的痕迹，

对于我来说，是清楚可见。

我没有一个精明头脑，

让您在亲朋面前沾光，

我没有一个英俊的脸孔，

让您在戚友面前赞扬，

可是，

我可以确定得是，

我有您的基因，

我同样可以无私的奉上孝心。

也因为这份孝心，

造就了今天的我，

为了让您满足，

我与先天性蠢拙的我奋斗，

为了让您放心，

我与先天性体弱的我并搏。

今天的我，

不算完美无暇，

但又晶莹剔透的心。

一切一切，不会搏红颜一笑，

且只是慈母的满足。

堂上佛二尊，

弟子奉心礼。

谢谢您，母亲。Thanks .

Friends , when mother's day is coming , we all celebrate it. Nowadays, a mother's day is more likely to be a grand dinner which to satisfy our tongue but not a day to express out appreciation to our lovely mother . It is a fact . Try to think about it . I am sure that you will more or less agree with my view . 

EX@m,exam,and Exam ; Future,future&FuturE .

Exam is just around the corner . Well , we tend to compare between STPM & A - level . Well , it is sad that i am also one of them to put STPM&A level into comparison . This is one of the reason why i finally choose A-level. People said , people said and people said , everythings is hearsaid statements which is not reliable indeed . STPM is very difficult! Thats what i heard.

All right , i am now studying Cambridge A-level and going to compete soon . It doesnt seems as easy as people thought . In fact , i think it is just so difficult since we do not have any model answer for any subjects . We only have guidelines . Besides , the Cambridge examiners also very strict in term of marking essays . We cant even really forecast or predict our result accurately. Also , the usage of vocabulary in the question is really freaking me up !( I have poor language proficiency, well , thats why...) I am not saying that STPM is easier or simpler . Please take note that i am not taking both of it for any comparison . It is just 2 different scheme or mode of exam . An easy conclusion: Nothing easy in this world . Whatever you have decided , if you dont put any effort on it , it wont result in a good way . 

Just let you all know my exam timetable : 

20th May - Sociology paper 2 - from 10 am to 11:30pm .

I have to answer 2 questions out of 3 . Each question have 4 sections . This paper will total up as 50% of my marks . 

22nd May - Sociology paper 1 - from 10 am to 11:30pm .

I have to answer 2 questions here as well but both from different sections . This paper will take 50% weight of my marks .

27th May - Law paper 3 - from 10 am to 11:30pm .

This is a Contract law's paper where all the elements of the contract comes here. Formation of a contract , Intention to create legal relations , Vitiation , Remedies . It is a tough subject where i have to answer 3 questions out of 6 choices in just 1 1/2 hours . Time management and writing speed is very important here . Of course the most significant one is the law & the cases .

               - Sociology paper 3 - from 2pm to 5 pm .

You might know how depth the Cambridge wanna test us by seeing the time given. 3 hours .I need to answer 3 questions out of 6 sections . Since my lecturer wont have time to complete the syllabus . So what he taught is just enough for me to answer 3 sections which means there's no backup .  The 3 areas are Crime & Deviance , Religion , Family & Household . To memorize those sociologist & the studies or the research is creating an havoc in my head !  

30th May - Law paper 4 - from 10am to 1pm .

This is an exam on tort law , which i interested the most . The areas being covered are Negligence , Occupier's liability , Private Nuisance , Rylands v Fletcher ( Escaped property) , Tresspass to Land , Tresspass to person , Defences . Eventhough i think it is interesting to study , but it is very tough when come to exam . 

I did not go for the mock exam today , my lecturer did not inform us yesterday or last week . I dislike those last minutes works from him . I knew i gonna get zero mark for that . As long as i dont get zero in the real exam is okay then . 

After 30th May , i am free . I hope i can score well . Law - A , Sociology - C is enough . If i get it through , then i can choose which university or college i wanna enter . The questions comes again ---- UK (2+1 twinning) or Malaysia ???? I am now standing in both sides . It is a tough choice . I dont deny that i am willing to go overseas to get the experience there , i dont deny that i have a lot of things which i cant easily just leave like that . In fact , my dad have the intention to let me study abroad .  

All right , today is 13th May , a weeks more which is so short !!!! JunHOng . You can do it !!! erMM....I can do it ! I am now finding a place where i can really study . My house is suppose to be the best , but after my cousin sister came . She is totally affecting my study life . 

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LUck Or FaiTH . cAuse & EffECT .

What is happening ? What is going on ? Wow.....I am wondering why is it bad luck keep following me ? Even if i stay away from it by using what " The Secret" had taught me , It still be able to track me  ! Maybe i should say , my mindset is still not stable yet , the negative taught get started after i dont get the chance ( refer to previous post of my blog). It cant be stop man ! I think it eventually attract many bad things happen to me . First accident by Grand Livina , Nissan , Second accident by Camry , Toyota . Both of it have similarity where i met with an unreasonable driver . Of course the recent accident is much more worst , it is indeed cannot be consider as an accident . I am innocent !!!!!

Haiz...It is an unforgetable incident . This tuesday, 6 May 2008 , i fetched my brother to tuition centre nearby . After he got out from the car , i left as usual . I use a small road ,where most driver likely to use that road to leave the tuition centre. Since i am not use to the camry yet , which it is such a big car for me . So , i drive it very carefully that and always be aware of cars around me . When i turned left , a motocycle with a indian driver suddenly appear in front of my car and asked me to stop . I saw his face expression , i have a feeling that this guys is with bad intention . I can understand his body language which he meant i cause the injury of his motorcycle . It is just weird and awkward since i dont think so i bang any vehicles . It is in fact i drove very slow and there should'nt be enough space for another motorcycle to fit at my left side . He keep asking me to stop and i dont because i did nothing wrong . I ignored him and drive to my house then . When i am on the way back , i noticed he was following me . I finally stopped and ask him what he want . He then shows his fierce face and mumbling some words which i dont understand . He speak malays and i comes to understand that he said my poor driving caused him to bang his motorcycle to a rocks which results some form of damages . His broken Malay lauguage is really annoying me , and i dont used to talk malay . I replied him and said:" I ....saya ...go back to rumah ....ayah ....." Oh my Gosh , i cant even really speak Malay properly now ! I REBUT him by saying that i did not bang him . So his motorcycle shouldnt be that badly injured. He mumbling again and raise his hand and turn off my car ! I am totally shock !!! Just that moment , my hands and legs is like shivering already . I am so nervous  and freak out . So , i ask him directly how much he want to repair . I gave him RM20 and he said all right . When i reached home and parked my car . He then appear in front of me with another indian guy . He is claiming that RM20 IS NOT ENOUGH . He act as if he got the Oscar award , his acting skills is really good man!!! I am really afraid that moment since i dont know what they will do to me . When i nervous , my mind is totally blank . All my law knowledge is gone , only one word appear in my mind : HELP !!! It is an ashamed for a law student ! 

After that , my mum, my cousin sister ( who i borrowed car from her - the camry is owned by her ) , my neighbour ( who is so close to my mum) came out and started to talk to them . He said i am the one who " SALAH"!!!  My mum is like so believe on him . My cousin sister then say her car dont even have anything crashed if i bang the motorcycle. The indian then changed what he said , and say that i over turned left and cause him to avoid from my car which caused him bang to some rocks . 

In my mind , i then think that why is it he can still drive after bang to the rocks . I mean he can get up so fast ?????  In fact , my car dont even have a small touch with the motorcycle.  Now , he said that he gonna give me back 20bux and want us top repair for him . AFter 30 minutes discussion , my mum decided to repair for him in a reason that afraid he will disturb my family if we report and do nothing . The head of the gangster then want us to go to the motorcycle service shop nearby. We are okay with it. Before we go there , my indian neighbour come back . My mum then ask him to accompany us to go there and talk to them . All right , finally i have someone who understand English . I explained everything to him and he trying to talk to them .

WOw , you know what ? It is do ridiculous ! The motorcyclist is like taking advantage on us and claim everythings on us !! Want us to repair here and there. ....In a logic way , his motorcycle suppose to have injury on the left side . He is now claiming for the right side too . The head of the gangster then arrived and said that we do not need to repair that much for him . He said :"Just the head of the bike ONLY." whO will know that the HEAD will cost us for RM480 ?????

I THINK the repairer also in their's side and taking advantage to earn more . It is now very obvious that he trying to put me in wrong which indeed i am not . My mum then get to know that i am innocent . woHooo.......I take a deep breathe . However , i am there and just dreaming . Almost no feeling . What am i dreaming there ? Well, i am thinking that why am i the one ? Why is it me again ? Me again ?? That night , my brother choonfei dont really revise for his exam but listen to my story . That night , i having insomnia , cannot sleep well. My heart is bumping so fast . Oh My buddha ! dEPresssion is killing me ! I am depress because why am i still a small little boy ? Why is it my mum protect me but i am the one being protected ? I want to be a man who protect people i love . Now , it is proven that i am not able to do that. I dont have the wisdom and not stable enough to face these. Can you imagine a lawyer get terrified when deal with client ? IT IS SO funny ! 

The day after that , i went to find my brother at his office . Although he dont have law qualification but he do have legal background with his political experience . He taught me the right way to handle this which i should make police report because i am in fact innocent and cannot be liable . I felt so release after talk to him. He also remind me the purpose i want to pursue a law degree . Yes , the reason i wanna pursue in this field is because i wanna ensure justice ! dOnt be afraid of darkness and evil ! 

After i stable psychologically , i think of it again . The motorcyclist doesnt wear any helmet , and most probaly he dont have license . In another hand , i have license and i gave signal before i turn left . bESIDES , if i want to take action in court , i can even sue him through tort law in tresspass to person ! God !! NOW oNLy the law i learnt come back !

Anyway , i think this kind of incident rarely happen to young teenager like me . So , i got the chance that people dont have . It might seems harsh . But , it is a very good experience for me . A very good lesson for a person who wanna get into legal field . 

It is a bad luck of me because of cause & effect.It is a faith and a destiny . I think my way on law field is getting more precise and interesting now . I will get ready ! 

Thank YOu

Thank you

Taken from a lyric of a buddhism song . Which had awaken me . 

Last week , One of my sister read my blog and understand that i am having some hardship . She then send me a message with parts of a buddhism lyric . Well, it just a simple message . Just one message ! I feel so released . Why am i forgot what my teacher - Buddha had taught me ??

But ,The negative thought  keep running in my head . Erase it , it then comes again . Last times , i wont even spend time to think about what is my problem when i having hardship. I will always ask my brothers . I just being too rely on them . For now , i think i have to grow up . It is not that they are not needed anymore but they will only lead me to what i want. Indeed , i am the one who walk in journey . If i am wrong , i will still take their advise . You know what , after this incident , i finally realise that how weak am i . Time to take it and erase it ! It can only be explain in 2 words in chinese - 执着 。Why am i so take it so seriously as if like i cant get it , i will be dead ? Wow , now only i realised that 1 stupid creature was born . Thats me . 

I am a big dreamer who always want the best for my life . As to what i have read from "IF" poem , i forgot who is the author. In the poem , the father give advises to his son where one of it is dont take dreams as your master . Yes , i think i made dream my master . Thats why i am now still unmovable and stopped there . I rule my dream ! In fact , i just shouldn't be a dream but a mission to be complete . Ermm.... you might not know whats the meaning of the lyric . It actually meant that :" Hurt is a process & a journey where everyone will go through , Dont give up because of it ; Sadness is only a feeling , Dont let it drop you down into a deep hole . " 

Everyone will experience it . Everyone will feel it. Get and fail . Gosh ! thats what i learnt from buddha ! Why i cant remember it when i was so down ? I will now however let it be whatever it had happened . It is kind of late for me to start again . It is never too late for me to realise it . Rush !Rush!Rush!Hurry !hUrry!! Junhong ...............You are left behind!!!!! Go Go Go !!!

Thanks . What can i said besides thanks and express my appreciation ? Just a simple appreciation . But Fully from my heart . My gratefulness . Thankful . 

Do my best !