Monday, January 31, 2011

Journey continues

From 18 December 2010 till 30th Jan 2011, it is surprisingly a very long holiday that I ever had in my 3 years of law studies. I would give myself a stern warning that I've been wasting too much of precious time whereby I could have used it and get myself amid mounds of books. It's my human rights law seminar tomorrow and no doubt it is a very interesting subject, but it requires a lot of commitments that you've to read voluminous of readings.


Quite recently, a dismay I have experienced that, frankly, I scored a pretty low mark for my formative assignment. In any case if you don't know what is a formative assignment, it is a non-assessed assignment that will not affect my final marks. Perhaps, I've been putting quite a high expectation on myself unwittingly by thinking myself quite a shrewd person? *beam*


 Errrhummm,  definitely not one of those who is facilitated with a high capability of thinking be it academically or practically. The hat being put on me simply, I think because I don't wish to let my parents down? Ever since small until now, my mum had been criticised by some of my relatives that she isn't good enough in educating her own children. I, then started generating a thought, that I'll make sure those words will be returned to them by proving I'll one day become a successful person. Yes, i always like to dream big. hahahahax. It is Res ipsa loquitur. The feeling was so strong that I felt like my skin was sloughed off. Start doubting my ability from that hour, that why choose a question that most of them won't answer. Am I, a venturous person or I really that confident?  Delving and delving the truth  behind it, be it whatever reasons I did so, I learnt a lesson. Being a law student, it's really pivotal to have to think out of the box. Without a shame to admit, I think I am still quite far away from becoming a competence law student. The question was asking to assess on Lord Diplock's dissenting judgement in a case, and i focused only on one particular dissenting judgement thinking it requires only that much. At least now that I'm aware of it, i can actually elaborate more. Why restraining myself to a tiny box?  From 18 December 2010 till 30th Jan 2011, it is surprisingly a very long holiday that I ever had in my 3 years of law studies. I would give myself a stern warning that I've been wasting too much of precious time whereby I could have used it and get myself amid mounds of books. It's my human rights law seminar tomorrow and no doubt it is a very interesting subject, but it requires a lot of commitments that you've to read voluminous of readings.


Quite recently, a dismay I have experienced that, frankly, I scored a pretty low mark for my formative assignment. In any case if you don't know what is a formative assignment, it is a non-assessed assignment that will not affect my final marks. Perhaps, I've been putting quite a high expectation on myself unwittingly by thinking myself quite a shrewd person? *beam*


 Errrhummm,  definitely not one of those who is facilitated with a high capability of thinking be it academically or practically. The hat being put on me simply, I think because I don't wish to let my parents down? Ever since small until now, my mum had been criticised by some of my relatives that she isn't good enough in educating her own children. I, then started generating a thought, that I'll make sure those words will be returned to them by proving I'll one day become a successful person. Yes, i always like to dream big. hahahahax. It is Res ipsa loquitur. The feeling was so strong that I felt like my skin was sloughed off. Start doubting my ability from that hour, that why choose a question that most of them won't answer. Am I, a venturous person or I really that confident?  Delving and delving the truth  behind it, be it whatever reasons I did so, I learnt a lesson. Being a law student, it's really pivotal to have to think out of the box. Without a shame to admit, I think I am still quite far away from becoming a competence law student. The question was asking to assess on Lord Diplock's dissenting judgement in a case, and i focused only on one particular dissenting judgement thinking it requires only that much. At least now that I'm aware of it, i can actually elaborate more. Why restraining myself to a tiny box? 

A trivial incident won't knock me down. I hope it makes me even stronger and tougher. As you all may have known, I'm quite a sentimental person. Well, it won't flush off my rationality, Few hours ago. I'm grateful that I managed to catch on a show named 'Superstar' made by Taiwan, a girl who has gone through many hurdles in her life and in chasing her dream, even though it would have been tough and dreadful, she nonetheless, overcomes those thorns and guess what, she won the contest with 'Listen'. I think what really touched us isn't her singing technique(it plays a role anyhow). She isn't really stable and as outstanding as some other singers. I think, her determination and her passion that is the real player behind it, which eventually touched the audiences Notmany years ago, She failed even at the first phrase in Malaysian Idol audition. If I were to be so easily knocked down, I seriously an epic failure to everyone who has faith on me. From this day forwards, slacking must be stopped and 3 more months until my final. I will have to resonate my ability. I could be a 'no one', one' but I will start measuring my progress. Perhaps as little as an inch a day, miles it will become, one day. A trivial incident won't knock me down. I hope it makes me even stronger and tougher. As you all may have known, I'm quite a sentimental person. Well, it won't flush off my rationality, Few hours ago. I'm grateful that I managed to catch on a show named 'Superstar' made by Taiwan, a girl who has gone through many hurdles in her life and in chasing her dream, even though it would have been tough and dreadful, she nonetheless, overcomes those thorns and guess what, she won the contest with 'Listen'. I think what really touched us isn't her singing technique(it plays a role anyhow). She isn't really stable and as outstanding as some other singers. I think, her determination and her passion that is the real player behind it, which eventually touched the audiences Notmany years ago, She failed even at the first phrase in Malaysian Idol audition. If I were to be so easily knocked down, I seriously an epic failure to everyone who has faith on me. From this day forwards, slacking must be stopped and 3 more months until my final. I will have to resonate my ability. I could be a 'no one', one' but I will start measuring my progress. Perhaps as little as an inch a day, miles it will become, one day.

Human Rights
1) Historical Background
2) HRA 1998
3) Art.2 
4) Art.3
5) Art.8
6)Art.9
7)Art.10
8) Art.14
9) International Humanitarian law

Sale of Goods
1) Introduction of Commercial Law
2) Scope of SGA 1979
3) Duty to Deliver and Acceptance
4) Passing of Risks and Frustration
5) Implied Term(S.13,13,14,15)
6) Exclusion Clause
7) Retention of Title
8)Nemo Dat Rule
9) Rule of Agency

Company Law
1) Introduction and Structures of Companies
2) Corporate personality
3) Company's consittution
4) Corporate Governance - an area which im quite keened on. 
5) Director Duties 
6)Director Duty of Care, skills and dilligence
7) Minority Rights
8) Insolvency 

EU Law
1) Historical background of EU 
2) Institution
3) Legislation - Directives, Regulation, Direct Effect and indirect effect and etc
4) Judiciary on preliminary rulings
5)Judicial Review
6)Internal Market
7) Free movement of goods
8) Citizenship
9) Free movement of person
10)Fundamental Rights

Wow.........and i'm dead.... >.< 

Monday, January 17, 2011

Nostalgic season

英国时间 是2.41am, 听了一首佛曲后,令我辗转难眠。于是翻回一些佛曲,一首一首听在心理,煞是滋味。肚子也顽皮得响了。

善苗,是我离开马来西亚前学的一首歌。想起了他们,我的兄弟帮。
每当想起他们,不禁心酸,泪盈满眶。也许一直以来堆积的心结吧?

想起他们,眼睛也开始湿了。一直在想我是否应该把一切都写下来并按‘上传?

脑海里反复的画面,真令我睡不着啊。他们是我非常非常珍惜的一群。坦白来说,虽然口说兄弟帮,不晓得我在他们心目中是否也一样? 无论如何,他们是我很珍惜的一般兄弟。这个缘分,也许他们觉得我不珍惜,但是确确实实离不开我的心。只能说,很多东西我已经不懂得表达了。很多也许是误会,也许不是。我自己也搞不清楚了,也算了。就这样过了又是几个年头了。我承认,我变了。只是,我不能不变啊? 从中学中1起,那位傻小子,今日已经是最后1年法律系学生了。我也从也为常常辩驳的小子到了今天觉得很多东西是不说的好?至少我也学会了忍,到现在,自问忍功真的进步不少。我不想伤和气,直到有一次,我顶撞伟峰哥关于过年拜年事宜的。

我的朋友都很惊讶,为什么?他们对我来说如此重要。我很铁定的说:“因为他们,我学会了很多很多东西。‘ 对于我的朋友们来说,都不意外而然。他们都说:“这些东西都没什么啊?尽管他们没有教,迟早我都会领会到的。” 但他们不明白,正是因为他们,无论是谁,我都深表感激的。缘分就如此安排让他们成为我生命中的重要的一部分。无论对于他们是有多么的不满或许感概,因为这一点的恩,我都吞到今天。如果你要问我,这点恩情真是无比浩荡。没有他们,现在的我不知道会是一个怎么样的我?

其中一位老死也比较会挖我心,直提起他们,泪流无数次了。只因他们对我来说,真的很重要。虽然现在地理上疏远了,其实我觉得心理上也都疏远了。这是我觉得非常惋惜的。


在我离开马来西亚前,直到我让他们才知道我当天就飞了,国哥方约我出来。 跟他们最后一次聚餐,我真的心有不舍。当天去见他们,全家人都几乎不让我出因为多几小时就要离开家里了。我婆婆又问了:”哪里有人要离开会自己去找人家聚会的?有心的,就去送你啦,常常见你去送机,怎么现在你飞了,没人来送你啊?“这些话,我都听习惯了。 我只好又帮他们说话了。其实,有很多状况就是这样的,刚好天时地利人和不具足,家人又有意见。又或是,也因天时地利人和不足,兄弟们也有意见了。很难解释。同时,我飞机场里头在想,可能自己付出得不够吧?只单纯的希望,能够是大家的兄弟。哈哈,也许我这么一想真会让人觉得我不成熟。

今年我将会回马,开始考法律文凭。时间更是不对,上课都是在周六和周日的。肯能是迁就上班族的关系吧。不晓得大家会如何疏远?所以不禁感触的在面子书传上了《尘恋》这首歌词。

人 难 来 人 易 去, 走 遍 千 山 来 到 这 里 

或 许 前 世 曾 相 遇 ,今 生 再 与 你 相 聚 


来 亦 来 去 亦 去 ,人 来 人 去 随 缘 散 聚 


对 尘 世 一 份 执 迷 ,只 好 反 复 来 又 去 


我 知 道 我 生 在 此 岸 ,我 只 是 一 个 过 客 


我 知 道 我 赤 着 手 来, 也 将 空 着 手 儿 去 


我 知 道 我 生 在 此 岸 ,我 只 是 一 个 过 客 


我 知 道 我 赤 着 手 来, 也 将 空 着 手 儿 去 。

如果有一天大家疏远了,也许这是缘分。只希望不会闹得不欢而散就好。

我临走前,依然把课诵本和海清带上行李。

也许在大家心目中,我不是大家的理想同修或兄弟。但是,我还是珍惜大家。

我会学习,希望有一天能够真正成为佛弟子。

Emo够了,是时候睡啦。







Wednesday, January 12, 2011

期待

法律系最后1年了,虽然还没考试,但我一直期待着来着的毕业典礼。这虽然意味着离开我梦想更加接近了,其实还蛮遥远的。今年我感觉无比的压力,原因是,我感觉自己对于第3年的科目还不上手(脑)。当然,朋友们都说我想太多也许之前的成绩还不错的关系。但我希望大家都能够了解,最后的成绩只看今年而已。尽管你之前考得多好,都完全是过去式。讲师们对我的期望确实让我烦恼,感觉如果自己令他们失望,都不敢到学院去见他们了。另外,我不想因为之前的成绩让自己松懈下来。

我很期待,这个7月22日,父母亲的到来。我很希望能够看见他们脸上的笑容。很希望他们多年来的栽培终于成果了,非常希望让他们看见这棵小苗的叶子一片一片的长了出来。只能祈祷那些叶子不会是枯黄的。古人常言,为博红颜一笑,然而,我这些年来努力的,就只为他俩老的一笑。

我非常期待自己开始踏入社会赚钱,悠然记得,哪年的哪一天,我对自己说:如果有一天我能够赚钱了,第1份薪水的90%一定要奉献给父母。不晓得那一天会在几时呢?

非常感谢佛菩萨加持,让我走到现在。我所愿的都真的如愿了。朋友们,别认为这是迷信。这倒是我之前发的愿力而这股愿力之被我父母亲持着,可能这个感恩的心创造了奇迹了吧? Law of attraction? 无论如何,路还是很漫长,无论期间我到了高峰,那还不是终点。路仍然必须继续走下去。到了高峰,不能不舍得下坡或一味享受高峰的荣耀而忽略走更长远的路。

感恩。谢谢。期待。

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

小小鸟的小余

在很多人眼中,我也许是一只小小小小鸟。甚至是一只发育不健全的小鸟。

也许我曾经幼稚,不懂事以及天真,不是我不成长。只是比好多人慢。以往的我常常抱怨父母对于我过于的呵护,以致我现在的无知。然而,当我在看他们的时候,却忘了看自己。他们照顾我是尽责,然而我自己若不争取成长的机会也是我的失责。

回首过去,我发觉我太多投诉了,对于很多东西有太多的不满。也忘了,自己是可以改变的。所以错的都是在别人的身上。也许也制造了朋友们,兄弟们,家人对我的不满。与其投诉,倒不如去寻找解决方案?因此,我学会‘忍’。渐渐的,我学会‘笑’。 佛菩萨所在之处皆令人欢喜。我常常想要让人开心,却让人以为我是虚伪的。尽管如此,我坚持。为何当我真心对待人时,却被人标为伪君子?但是,我也不能理太多。我在学习,学习处事待人。人所在处就有是非。逃不了的。

也许我:
1)太笨
2)粗心
3)优柔寡断

但是,我可以说,从以前至今,我真心对人,尽量不要伤害人。(对于这点,我很肯定)

请那些看小我的人,记住自己当初因为什么而看小我。因为,我会让你眼前一亮!我很小,但是我的心不会比你小。

我相信,我有一天会飞上青天的。

谢谢我所认识的人,你们对我来说都是佛菩萨,都在教育我。

Sunday, January 02, 2011

Nostalgic

There it passed, the great 2010.

Just feel really grateful for what i am having now.

Thanks to my parents, my respectful dad. We didnt really communicate much but i still feel his cares toward me. My lovely mother, who had, though, soothed me with cold water at times but her sacrifices are res ipsa loquitor. Both of you make a really great parents.I'm exceptionally touched. When both of you have done your part excellently, i do also hope i can do my part very well too.

To me, both of you are my god. Both of you are the lord buddha.

Thank you for everything.