It has been days and more than a week for me to self quarantined myself at home by the sudden attack of sickness. I had a disasterous moment tortured by illness , likewise, it is just a golden chance for me to have a rest as i always desired to. It is sheepish and fatous to claim my sickness eventually bring me some kind of benefits, neither i myself declare myself is no different with a weirdo. It brings me into awakeness and realisation. It leads me live a day, at least a day with gratefulness. To be frank, as an egoistic person who always think himself doing the right thing and claim others who agaist his ideology as wrong will of course have some conflict with people. Life full with grievance and disatisfaction. Yes, i always have conflict with my family's views as i will invoke my theories on something. In another word, i will make sense out of non-sense. Till now, i can hardly remove all those theories in my mind but just setting it aside and feel some love from them. Being anxious about my sickness, i am worry that my parents will get infected from my influeza since i am not sure whether do i got AH1N1 infection. However, they have taken care of me by ignoring the possibility of being infected. Yes, i had a tough time for being in pink of my health, so do my parents. While i was in fever severely, they barely sleep but keep on leaving their room and come down. They touched my forehead with their warmful hand. I was in dream that time i guess, but, i can somehow feel it. Though i do aware of it, still, i was so inconcious that time. What i know is, i need to sleep more as i can finally fall asleep.
Hooo.....i took a deep breathe, it is the first time i ever stay at home for such a long time this year. I cannot make it to temple , basically, i cannot make it to anywhere . So, it leaves my no choice but to stay at home. It is so rare that i stay at home , so, i would just sleep and lie on my bed. I mean, even if i stay at home, i must have something to do. To be exact, it is the first time i ever feel free which i think is bad as i almost lost my direction of life. What is life if you spend time doing nothing? Thats what i told my mum when she complains that i have been too busy with activities and friends. Yes, i has been going out quite often. At least i didnt go for clubbing ? I have my own jurisdiction on what i am doing. Whenever i discuss about time with my mum, there will be at least disagreement between both of our viewpoints. Well, its because the side effect of medication. I took a lot of supplements while i am still sick. Stolle milk which my mum believes it can strengthen my immune system , Honey which my mum thinks it can kills viruses or bacterias and some Chinese traditional medicines that i dont have faith on it. Haha, at that moment, i really dont have much choice, what i want is to get healed. Till now, i am getting better, but i have zero idea on which one works on me though. I feel like i am staying in an asylum which full with all kind of medicines.
This 'holidays' has also given me a chance to sit tight on the sofa with the TV remote control on my hand and press it . I have the chance to watch some programs like some forums held between some famous authors, some documentaries programs and some drama of course. Last time, i really dont have time for that. Of course, i was spending my time on the bed and in front of my laptop more. How about books ? Not really, maybe a few Reader Digest. I read it , flipped through and fall asleep. I also notice that i have not been really reading last days, not even newspapers. Erm..so, this sickness dont really bring me on a wistful venture, but it brings me to do more things. The most relieving news i would say is, when the doctor soothed me with the news that ' I AM NOT INFECTED BY H1N1 INFLUEZA'. Yahoo.....Now, i am pondering whether should i go to college tomorrow. I missed a lot of classes last week. Especially EC law ! Well, most probably i will going tomorrow though. Miss my mates a lot also ! They will see me with a spooky look tomorrow as i will wear a mask there. I know it looks weird. For the public's benefits, i shall practice that.
Apart from that, i went to clinics 3 times in this 2 weeks and have taken X ray to see whether my lung is in good condition or not. The daunting moment is , all clinics are so crowded man ! I think it is not only H1N1 is spreading but other viruses as well ! What happened to the world ? My mum and i were waited for 1.30 hrs and i was there with antsy feeling already. Finally, it was my turn, they took my weight as usual . The doctor is one of the greatest doctor i have ever met, the way he treats patient is very different than other specialist. His name is Dr Ludher Inderjit Singh, he was the only doctor in the anti-communist military that time. Thats what he told me, those communist wanted to kill him as he is the only doctor and therefore he needs to protect himself by wearing the same shirt as those army. He really check the patient from top to down unlike others General Practitioner. Though he is practicing as a GP , but, he himself actually is a specialist. He always chide on my dad since my dad has a big tummy resulted from beers. It is because of him, it is one of the major reason why my asthma getting better. I have been his patient for at least 10 years. If my asthma ever get healed completely, the credit should really goes to him.
Anyway, i had my holidays started earlier and i think i have enough of rest ! Time to move on! Thin time has gone ! I really need to know how to take good care of myself. Seeing my parents worry isnt a good thing. They have done more than enough. See what i have now ? I am not being high profile on what i have. It is just an feeling shown to express my satisfaction and appreciation . Thanks a bunch to everyone!
Ohya, i bought a guitar and will start to learn playing every Saturday in the temple. It is a Hofma guitar model 260 which cost around less than RM300. My friends told me its cheap as the market price is around RM400+ . Nonetheless, my classmates who known as a walking encyclopedia - Freddy, told me that it suppose to cost only RM190. He claimed that i was being cheated already. He dont know how much faith i have on my friends, then i have abit of surveying job and found out that RM190 is the price for USED GUITAR. Haha...i guess he got it wrong this time.
Bed time now, share with you all my thoughts next time. I really have lot to share here.
I hope the ailments will leave me forever , no, leave this world forever.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Numerous of Thoughts (2)
Argh....I was exhausted. All these are suppose to be so simple and it comes t become complicated when it happens to me. Oui (In french means YES), i am living in a world which requires a lot of choice choosing. I know this doesnt apply to me as all of us will experiences. There's too much that i need to be considered on as i know, it is not me myself making my life but it is all of u making my life. My life is just so lucky and being fortunate to have all of you. Yes, as my title of this post stated, numerous thoughts in seconds. Till now, i am still waiting for the entry into UM Law Faculty which i still doubted whether i have made the right choice as i know the quality of UM is exceptionally low amongst all the law schools in this world. Knowing it's quality especially for the lecturer there is bad and why would i still taking such steps ? What is amiss to me ? In fact, there is nothing wrong with me as i know both are wise choice.
My college friends now has been working really hard in their law studies, as they are aiming really high. They are aiming for Kings Scholarship which i think i myself dont have faith on getting it . Nevertheless, i still cant stop dreaming about it. Dreaming myself getting into Kings College, London. At the same time, i think i should stop dreaming this since i am still unsure whether will i still continue my law studies in BAC. Yes, half hanging again. Study abroad has been my dream since small especially UK . It may be beneficial for me if i got the chance to read law in UM , i may not be burdened and stressed as now by what my friends have labelled me as. This is simple on the grounds that, Kings Scholarship will not be awarded for top scorer in UM. Well, of course, i would be very happy if one of us gets that. We all get enthused on the Kings Scholar topic. We all study in the same institution, we have the same source, we have the same lecturer ! It is in general that we stand equal chance on getting Kings Scholarship. It would not be fair if one being labelled as Best candidate of Kings and others are not. What makes the different is, the effort one has put in , it is the efforts one has given that makes a genius or in another an intelligent. My friends, lets start moving ! ( I knw some of u have started though) , I believe you all can create a record in the history of Kings Scholar , a Kings Scholar may not need to be a nerd ! Work hard is neccessary at this point .
Hais, i have very much to write. All this while, i has been a very good anti-lecturer in my class. ( Which lecturer? lolx...u will know it). I admit that i myself is in ego naturally, but, i just cannot accept when an experienced lecturer make such a fundamental mistake and yet not willing to admit his fault. How could a unilateral offer becomes an Invitation to Treat on the case of Carlil v Carbolic Smokeball Co ? In this case, it was held that, a unilateral offer which has done by advertisement to world at large maybe an ITT, however, in Carlil, it makes a different whereby it requires an act for a promise. So, it is amount to an offer. Another case on this would be Bowerman v ABTA , it illustrates the same issue as Carlil case.
Yes, most of my classmates enjoy his class because he gives funny example on case . I as always, being so serious, i dislike that. It is not because of the jokes he told is bad but, if jokes and facts mixed together , that would lead to a serious consequences ! As long as he can tell jokes and deliver the right fact , i would probably listen to what he said. The notes he has given to me, i have not even touch on it . Well, the same applies to me, i just hate teaching people when i am unsure about certain thing. Last tuesday if i am not mistaken, I came to college in the morning as usual. I was asked to teach Tort and that part is remedies ! It is the girl, MJ, who then keep on asking me to teach her to write an essay on remedies which i am so damn not sure about that as i dont really study on that chapter during my A-levels. I tried my best but i felt so guilty at the sametime as i am afraid that i taught her the wrong thing. If it is for me to dislike people teaching wrong stuff, then i would hate myself as well. Nevertheless, that day has really makes me come to realise that, i should know everything in detail.
There is another thing which i would like to share with you all, BPTC in UK will be comes into effect by next year while it was being proposed by this year. BPTC stands for Bar Professional Training Course and it is currently being known as BVC ( Bar Vocational Course) . BVC has been a great course for those who wants to become a barrister, it is very practical and intensive training on advocasy skills and so forth with 13 subjects. However, UK doesnt seem to satisfy with it and looking for improvement. It is said that , the BVC graduates do not reach the standard which they are lack of advocasy skills and writing skills. I can now understand why UK education are much more prestigious than Malaysia . They always aiming high, scrutinise their whole system, analyse it and correct it as soon as possible. Whereas in Malaysia, the Great Britain makes Malaysia such a tiny country ! Come on ! Malaysia, dont live in comma ! wake up ! We need a change ! We have gone through Industrial revolution , why not we have an education revolution ? Yes, i agree we should love our country ! The way we love it is totally wrong ! We shouldnt be satsified so easily as there's room to improvement. We must know what is our mistake ! Just admit it if we are in problems ! Why hiding it and still claiming that we are doing great ? I wonder why a professor can come out with such words. Ok, i have been talking too far, well, my point is, if BVC is of least satisfaction standard, what about Malaysia's Certificate in Legal Practice which is not practicle based ? If Malaysia wants to change , why not being efficient on it ? Yes, they proposed a CBC Scheme , but it will only be coming into force by 4-5years later! Malaysia, please change ! If we have the vaccine of the virus, why not using it as soon as possible ? Lets have a fair meritocracy system!
What i can say is, Malaysia boleh. The only country which has a written constitution but without separation of power. The only country which can use power arbitrarily. The only country knows its problems but has not taken any steps to overcome it. I really cannot anticipate on what will happened to Malaysia in the future. Why would they still using Malay to teach their law ? I had a glance on the law books and the way they contrued the sentence is so problematic. If they were with the will or intention to make UM a international recognised university, they should do it in English as it may be the best way to decribe the law.
As i promised, i will write on the role of a judge, i couldnt recall what i wanted to share as i have forgotten whats the arguments i had with my friend. A judge in my view , should be impartial and without realising himself hold a pose called JUDGE but with the realisation that, Justice must not only be done, it must be seen to be done. The lust for craving for power shouldnt exist in the judge. As per Lord Nolan , judges are not interested in the pursuit of power.If they were, they would not have become judges.
TO BE CONTINUE................................................................
My college friends now has been working really hard in their law studies, as they are aiming really high. They are aiming for Kings Scholarship which i think i myself dont have faith on getting it . Nevertheless, i still cant stop dreaming about it. Dreaming myself getting into Kings College, London. At the same time, i think i should stop dreaming this since i am still unsure whether will i still continue my law studies in BAC. Yes, half hanging again. Study abroad has been my dream since small especially UK . It may be beneficial for me if i got the chance to read law in UM , i may not be burdened and stressed as now by what my friends have labelled me as. This is simple on the grounds that, Kings Scholarship will not be awarded for top scorer in UM. Well, of course, i would be very happy if one of us gets that. We all get enthused on the Kings Scholar topic. We all study in the same institution, we have the same source, we have the same lecturer ! It is in general that we stand equal chance on getting Kings Scholarship. It would not be fair if one being labelled as Best candidate of Kings and others are not. What makes the different is, the effort one has put in , it is the efforts one has given that makes a genius or in another an intelligent. My friends, lets start moving ! ( I knw some of u have started though) , I believe you all can create a record in the history of Kings Scholar , a Kings Scholar may not need to be a nerd ! Work hard is neccessary at this point .
Hais, i have very much to write. All this while, i has been a very good anti-lecturer in my class. ( Which lecturer? lolx...u will know it). I admit that i myself is in ego naturally, but, i just cannot accept when an experienced lecturer make such a fundamental mistake and yet not willing to admit his fault. How could a unilateral offer becomes an Invitation to Treat on the case of Carlil v Carbolic Smokeball Co ? In this case, it was held that, a unilateral offer which has done by advertisement to world at large maybe an ITT, however, in Carlil, it makes a different whereby it requires an act for a promise. So, it is amount to an offer. Another case on this would be Bowerman v ABTA , it illustrates the same issue as Carlil case.
Yes, most of my classmates enjoy his class because he gives funny example on case . I as always, being so serious, i dislike that. It is not because of the jokes he told is bad but, if jokes and facts mixed together , that would lead to a serious consequences ! As long as he can tell jokes and deliver the right fact , i would probably listen to what he said. The notes he has given to me, i have not even touch on it . Well, the same applies to me, i just hate teaching people when i am unsure about certain thing. Last tuesday if i am not mistaken, I came to college in the morning as usual. I was asked to teach Tort and that part is remedies ! It is the girl, MJ, who then keep on asking me to teach her to write an essay on remedies which i am so damn not sure about that as i dont really study on that chapter during my A-levels. I tried my best but i felt so guilty at the sametime as i am afraid that i taught her the wrong thing. If it is for me to dislike people teaching wrong stuff, then i would hate myself as well. Nevertheless, that day has really makes me come to realise that, i should know everything in detail.
There is another thing which i would like to share with you all, BPTC in UK will be comes into effect by next year while it was being proposed by this year. BPTC stands for Bar Professional Training Course and it is currently being known as BVC ( Bar Vocational Course) . BVC has been a great course for those who wants to become a barrister, it is very practical and intensive training on advocasy skills and so forth with 13 subjects. However, UK doesnt seem to satisfy with it and looking for improvement. It is said that , the BVC graduates do not reach the standard which they are lack of advocasy skills and writing skills. I can now understand why UK education are much more prestigious than Malaysia . They always aiming high, scrutinise their whole system, analyse it and correct it as soon as possible. Whereas in Malaysia, the Great Britain makes Malaysia such a tiny country ! Come on ! Malaysia, dont live in comma ! wake up ! We need a change ! We have gone through Industrial revolution , why not we have an education revolution ? Yes, i agree we should love our country ! The way we love it is totally wrong ! We shouldnt be satsified so easily as there's room to improvement. We must know what is our mistake ! Just admit it if we are in problems ! Why hiding it and still claiming that we are doing great ? I wonder why a professor can come out with such words. Ok, i have been talking too far, well, my point is, if BVC is of least satisfaction standard, what about Malaysia's Certificate in Legal Practice which is not practicle based ? If Malaysia wants to change , why not being efficient on it ? Yes, they proposed a CBC Scheme , but it will only be coming into force by 4-5years later! Malaysia, please change ! If we have the vaccine of the virus, why not using it as soon as possible ? Lets have a fair meritocracy system!
What i can say is, Malaysia boleh. The only country which has a written constitution but without separation of power. The only country which can use power arbitrarily. The only country knows its problems but has not taken any steps to overcome it. I really cannot anticipate on what will happened to Malaysia in the future. Why would they still using Malay to teach their law ? I had a glance on the law books and the way they contrued the sentence is so problematic. If they were with the will or intention to make UM a international recognised university, they should do it in English as it may be the best way to decribe the law.
As i promised, i will write on the role of a judge, i couldnt recall what i wanted to share as i have forgotten whats the arguments i had with my friend. A judge in my view , should be impartial and without realising himself hold a pose called JUDGE but with the realisation that, Justice must not only be done, it must be seen to be done. The lust for craving for power shouldnt exist in the judge. As per Lord Nolan , judges are not interested in the pursuit of power.If they were, they would not have become judges.
TO BE CONTINUE................................................................
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