Thursday, June 26, 2008

Unexpected

HelO , WeLCome back to my blog ! My holidays started since 31th May , I didnt look for any jobs , i didnt join any trip and i didnt register myself for any seminar ...ermm....YET . ThOse people who dont know me will have an impression which they will think that my life is meaningless and unfruitful . It is true in a sense , indeed it is quite true just IF i stay at home. Life like this is making me halfly dead ! It is has quite a times i do not update my blog . You know why ? I have nothing to write but lots of thinking and dont know where should i start . These meaningless life is handicapping in thinking . Last times , i can easily write a blog but now , I just starred at the pc and think . Keep thinking .... My heart whispered :" What Is HAppenning to me ?" I mean my brain which the usage is less than 10% . 

I feels like i am a blank paper . TotAlly blank ! Brain is need to be train well so that it can be maintain in a fit condition . Or ....oR , what i think is processing in a fast way until i dont know what should i write ? Too much of thinking is making me insane ! No , it should be contruct is this way :" TOO MUCH OF THINKING WITHOUT ANALYSING IS MAkiNG ME INSANE ." Seriously , i feels like manythings which is unexpected had come to my life . Last saturday , i attend the class which conduct by buddhist society and the teacher touch on the issue of brothership . At the moment , the image of my so-called brother suddenly pop out frm my mind . Poor him , if i am now claiming that i went through so much of hardship , what is him them ? He is now facing such a big problem .I wont disclose so much here , but at least you all will get a basic picture on what had happened . I KnOw this friend for almost 10 years ! For the past few years , we shares our thought on studies , method in life , Idea on buddhism ideology .I finally come to understand that Friendship is hardly maintain . It is NOt a simple individual based but two peoples or maybe more . The in common must be achieve in a balance way . Thats Friends. If we follow the method given by the lord buddha . The six ways for people to stay together which will of course result in a calm and peaceful way . Wanna know what is it ? Curiosity in your mind is killing you ? Haha...well , e-mail me and i'll let you knOw . 

These days , swimming seems to be the only healthy lifestyle that i have . I like swimming . Yeah ...thats rather obvious , i know . wHY ? why swimming ? I wont deny if u said that i am a water boy . : i AM not saying that i am a fantastic swimmer or excel in swimming but i feel so release when i get into water , I feels like its my home .> Dont laugh at me ! Its true , it is not a truth in a factual context , but it is just so true in describing my feeling . Blue-y water , white-y beach , windy feeling , warm-y sun . YOu may have a conclusion on what is my favourite colour : BLUE and whIte . You may include Black as well , it does not means mysterious to me but it is the only colour which can contrast the white . I need to know the wrong way in order to know what is right , at the same time , i need to understand what is right in order to establish the wrong . Both of it is overlapping each other . 

Time flies , here come the JULY . Thats how horrible the time is , now u see and nOw u dont . Here come the JULY and August is just right after it . THats fast ! My result gonna come out and i really hope that i'll get through . I am not expecting i can pass it with flying colour but oNly passes . Im so nervous ! Someone please calm me down .  please .... Cold water will do fine ! ...

One more thing which i was and still curious about it .  It is all about one of the closest people in our life ! Our ? Uh..huh ? it hav something to do about me ?  I would answer you : Yea , Definately . It is all about father , dad in another word .  hOW DO u spend your Father's day which just past months ago ? I noticed one phenomena where people tend to have a grand celebration on Mother's day , but , when come to father's day , people will pretend like as if they dont know when is father's day . DOnt ask me how can i notice it . I wondered and now still wondering . 



Monday, June 23, 2008

NIce song with Touching lyrics


当昨天画上句点
何不就让它悄悄无言
看今天更光鲜
别忘了还有明天
选你将来的志愿
一步步再慢慢去实现
不管路有多远有多险有多倦
在那很美很炫的童话境界
我还拿着青蛙王子的剑
来披荆斩棘驱恶除奸这感人画面
为幸福为明天
梦不一定要实现
心就会有更辽阔空间
用想象才能够飞得高飞得远
当昨天画上句点
何不就让它悄悄无言
看今天更光鲜
别忘了还有明天
选你将来的志愿
一步步再慢慢去实现
不管路有多远有多险有多倦
在这无悔无怨的内心世界
我遇见了美丽从容的脸
和酸甜苦辣意义长篇
但是我情愿为感动为明天
痛虽然有深有浅
泪擦干那就会好一点
风虽然看不见,但自由无极限


平静的天空,象美丽的图画

我睁大眼睛去寻找,寻找一颗星
动人的旋律,无界限的空间
宇宙中最亮的,就是那颗守护星

有一天,你对我说,童话的梦会成真
请不要
忧虑,这个天空属于你
明天曙光依旧会来

有一天,我对你说,你是我的守护星
未来的日子,不必害怕
你将真情给我,我会用心来回应你”





We have seen a lots of news about the situation of the victims who is now suffering by the cause of natural disaster .Especially the childrens there , how are they going to continue their entire life without parents or dissapearance of their closest relatives ? 

Children , Dont give up.

孩有明天,所以还有明天.



Thursday, June 05, 2008

HOlidays ....WHolely dead ?

After 30th of May , my holidays was started . My friends who are going to sit for economics papers will only finish theirs paper on 13 JUNE , i guess . The result will only release on August . This indicates that i'll have 2 months holidays approximately . I knw someone might ask me :" Why dont you search for works , it is a good way to spend times and can earn some money ." Yes , i agreed with that view . However , i plan to improve myself in another way . I will start my english course which i stopped for months , i knw it is a waste of times to attend that course . It is a waste of money too if i dont go for the class . It cost >RM3000 FOR the whole course which the durations is 18months too . I will train myself in badminton playing skills and also swimming . Questions then come . WHy badminton ? Haha...how psychic am i ? haha, ermm... My little brother is a badminton fans and a good player in badminton , so-called an active guy ! He is an arrogant and he got some kind of ego attitude . As a brother , i think i got duty to guide him to a right path . iN order to do that , i must impress him in many ways . ( I goTTA beat him in badminton's skills !)... Last times , he played china's chess quite well , and i know nothing about china chess . So , he tend to laugh at me when i lose . So i tell him :" i am not a loser , just that i dont used to play chess and dont knw the skills . " So , i played with him and i lose  quite a rounds . I speak to myself :"it is okay to lose , as long as it is a way for my to improve myself . It is fine !" At last , i won . He is like amazed by my winning ! haha .... Now, another game turn - BADMINTON . So i will follow the same method . Failure in the way to success ! As long as i can assimilate into his world , it is okay for me to be a LOSER .

wELL,Holidays is always the most relaxing period . For me , it is not . I got a lots to think about and plan ! I might be seems so relax , but it is indeed one of my planning to achieve my mission  . The outcome is coming soon in the future ! Last Sunday , I went to Genting Highlands . It was not a planned trip ! But an trip that out of my expectation , it is purely an coinsidence . On the same day, i have a gathering with my primary's school's friends . We dont get to meet and see each others for years . Seriously , it is a rare chance ! I must now express my appologise and appreciation to Lai Tin Wei who organised the gathering . It's sad that i cant attend that gathering . I was forced to go by my siblings . I might not a good friends or student , but i am a Good brother ! No one can deny that ! You know what i good brother will do , right?

I think Tinwei may  sue me in breach of Contract . First , it is opined that there's a bilateral contract between 2 of us which is a promise for a promise . So, i am indeed the offeree who asked for the gathering , then Tinwei is the Offeror who accept my promise to organise a gathering .Patridge v Crittenden .There is a valid consideration even thereis only orally promise , i am however got the practical benefit .William v Roffrey Bros. In fact he organised the gathering so that i get the chance to meet with my primary school's friends . There is no misrepresentation and any mistake since everything made clear in phone . However , he might sue me . But , i can argue that the act of him is not a valid consideration since it is not specifically for my benefit . Besides , there's no intention to be bound legally since it is only a party . It means at the early times ,the contract is not even exist ! In fact , I do not promise him that i'll come . It is just purely his assumption for my attendancy . The claim will however fail at last !  

However, I do feel guilty for that . I will organise another gathering to show my confession and my faithfulness . Take notes that i do not state Where ,When and How .

All right , whatever ! It is in fact i went to GENTING with them . ....THEM?? My aunt's family and her friend's family . It has been years i dont go to Genting ! As all of us know ,This place is cool & Cold tourism destination. We reached there by around 8pm and then we check in . I like the hotel the most , it is so comfort ---a nice place to rest & sleep ! --- I am a sleeping addictor . 
  Highland's Hotel outview
Upperview from the Room

After we checked in , we had dinner at a classy restaurant , the decorations there is attractive and it is comfortable. It gave us a very good first impression . The food there will only get a C from me if they need me to grade it  . Not to say it is bad and disgusting but it is just not up to the standard , it is just totally opposite with the atmosphere of the restaurant. Anyway, i will still thank my aunt for giving us such a comfort dinner (not applicable to say it nice ..hehe...sorry...). After that , we then go to watch a magic show (so-called) . I like the lighting effect and the music there . For the show , it is just SO-SO (comme si cOMMe sa -french) .It is not that i am so critique but the show is just bad ! I fall asleep when the show is going on . On that night , Me and my siblings went to starbucks and enjoy the cappucinno there . The main purpose is of course to surf net there . Haha....cant spend my days without checking my mail.


Show time- DREAMZ

The day after the show , we went to outdoor games . Seriously , the price is rather unreasonable for me , it cost RM 190 for 4 persons . The games is fun and exciting , Especially the wAter boat , that is so risky ! Besides that , the indoor games is so boring . I am wondering why those people can stay inside with those boring games for hours and hours . I think i prefer the Snow House ! It sounds and look so new for me , White snow falling from the top . Wow , the feelings is so Syok ! As what people do inside , we play with the snow . I felt so cold , however i am not shivering as others do . I am wondering why is it my immunity system become stronger than usual ? Maybe i get used to the coldness already since my college is just extremely cold and i still be able to stand with it without my jacket . 

My Younger Brother is undercover 

The Coffee Terrace

The most exciting period is when i get back to the hotel and get to take some sleep . The last day in Genting , we all had breakfast at Coffee Terrace . The Buffet there is okay , not to say it impress me but at least the service there is good and satisfy my needs . I have no idea whether it is a well-known buffet restaurant or not . From what i see , it is well managed . The designs of it do created a comfort atmosphere. Unfortunately , the buffet there is not completely serve yet. The sushi is still not ready yet . Overall , everythings is average. Right after that , we all straight away rush to hotel and then halfly dead lying there - SLEEP !!!!

Maybe u will say that GENTING is a nice place , why i descibed it as if it is a nightmare to me ? It's a very subjective matter where it really depends on each individuals . This place is just not belong to me , not my place . I prefer beach !!! tHE sun , the beach with white sand , the sea !! This Holidays is almost make me wholely dead . GOsh ! mOnths to go !