Monday, April 04, 2011

One of the toughest

Have you ever felt like giving up, but you are left with no choice?


I really cannot stand reading up EU law that it is just so not my thing!  I will need to pass all my subjects at least with an average of 60%, which means a 2:1 result. My spirit has been tarnished ever since I come over to this University. God knows why am I choosing this university when everyone knows its toughness aside from its glorious achievement globally. I should have chosen more low-ranked university instead of getting myself stuck in a position, like now? In the scheme of things, if I get through, I'll have better chances when I step into this realistic society.


I've never regretted choosing law as my path. However, sometimes. Things just so happened that I will have to confront subjects that I dislike the most. You know what is even more ironic? I chose them. My confidence level is no longer at the optimal level, and now I do everything with no even single faith on myself. Everything is just so not up to the par yet, and I'm seriously not ready for it.


Having said that, I know I'll definitely be going to strike down the amount of faiths they have on me. My parents, especially. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh...........no one can lend me a hand for now, as I know, it is only me. I can rescue myself.


Lesson: Don't ever choose things that you're lacking interest on.


Have you ever felt like giving up, but you are left with no choice?


I really cannot stand reading up EU law that it is just so not my thing!  I will need to pass all my subjects at least with an average of 60%, which means a 2:1 result. My spirit has been tarnished ever since I come over to this University. God knows why am I choosing this university when everyone knows its toughness aside from its glorious achievement globally. I should have chosen more low-ranked university instead of getting myself stuck in a position, like now? In the scheme of things, if I get through, I'll have better chances when I step into this realistic society.


I've never regretted choosing law as my path. However, things just so happened that I will have to confront subjects that I dislike the most. You know what is even more ironic? I chose them. My confidence level is no longer at the optimal level, and now I do everything with no even single faith on myself. Everything is just so not up to the par yet, and I'm seriously not ready for it.


Having said that, I know I'll definitely be going to strike down the amount of faiths they have on me. My parents, especially. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh...........no one can lend me a hand for now, as I know, it is only me. I can rescue myself.


Lesson: Don't ever choose things that you're lacking interest on.

Saturday, April 02, 2011

It is time

JH, it is really the time for you to do something.


Startlingly, unwittingly, it has been almost 8months of me hitting the ground in UK.

Very surprisingly, exams are just around the corner, and I shall start my engine. I don't know how far can I go and how high could I achieve, but I do know this is the golden chance that's gifted by my beloved parents.


I will start doing something,


It is one month 13days from the exams henceforth.  Get ready my friends!  I might have left quite behind, but I believe I can make it. Another miracle is coming !!! :)



Junhong,

0% progress of four subjects at 2nd April 2011JH, it is really the time for you to do something.


Startlingly, unwittingly, it has been almost 8months of me hitting the ground in UK.

Very surprisingly, exams are just around the corner, and I shall start my engine. I don't know how far can I go and how high could I achieve, but I do know this is the golden chance that's gifted by my beloved parents.


I will start doing something,


It is one month 13days from the exams henceforth.  Get ready my friends!  I might have left quite behind, but I believe I can make it. Another miracle is coming !!! :)



Junhong,

0% progress of four subjects at 2nd April 2011

Friday, April 01, 2011

莫名。梦

金刚经云:“一切有为法,,如夢幻泡影,如露亦如電,應作如是觀。”


这个月,我连续发了两个梦,同时都与离世有关的。


其中一个梦是我自己,当时自己可能已经是中阴身,不晓得自己的离去。在我家人身旁呐喊呐喊,却无人问津。
当时的我立刻警觉自己已经非人身了,于是我一直想要让妈妈知道我的离去。
非常巧妙,我的呐喊妈妈听见了,她可是多么的伤心,而我就于旁安慰。
当自己的心愿完成后,其实我也不晓得自己 飞到了那里。
后来,我就醒过来了。


另外,就刚刚而已,我确又梦见我的其中一位兄弟的离去。姓名不方便透露。
他是我从小学便认识的并一起发心修学的仁者。
在梦中,我隐隐约约的看到了他的葬礼,助念的声音不绝于耳。
后来,他的魂魄到来了英国。


阿弥陀佛。希望他一切安好。望佛菩萨能加持于他,让他菩提心不断,早日成就。