Usually, i have my post really long winded.
I'm indeed in a fearful state as i know by judging my performance now, i am in a 3rd class range. Let alone as hoped by my lecturers, a first class? No way....Logically make it no sense at all. I am writing this down since i found no one who can really understand my feelings or maybe some.
Its my final year. At times, i even thought of regretting to enter this school, well reputation nonetheless it gives me hard time. I am afraid. I'm just afraid.
If i cant make it, i will let them down.....at the same time, i dont feel myself in the right track.....
