Monday, April 04, 2011

One of the toughest

Have you ever felt like giving up, but you are left with no choice?


I really cannot stand reading up EU law that it is just so not my thing!  I will need to pass all my subjects at least with an average of 60%, which means a 2:1 result. My spirit has been tarnished ever since I come over to this University. God knows why am I choosing this university when everyone knows its toughness aside from its glorious achievement globally. I should have chosen more low-ranked university instead of getting myself stuck in a position, like now? In the scheme of things, if I get through, I'll have better chances when I step into this realistic society.


I've never regretted choosing law as my path. However, sometimes. Things just so happened that I will have to confront subjects that I dislike the most. You know what is even more ironic? I chose them. My confidence level is no longer at the optimal level, and now I do everything with no even single faith on myself. Everything is just so not up to the par yet, and I'm seriously not ready for it.


Having said that, I know I'll definitely be going to strike down the amount of faiths they have on me. My parents, especially. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh...........no one can lend me a hand for now, as I know, it is only me. I can rescue myself.


Lesson: Don't ever choose things that you're lacking interest on.


Have you ever felt like giving up, but you are left with no choice?


I really cannot stand reading up EU law that it is just so not my thing!  I will need to pass all my subjects at least with an average of 60%, which means a 2:1 result. My spirit has been tarnished ever since I come over to this University. God knows why am I choosing this university when everyone knows its toughness aside from its glorious achievement globally. I should have chosen more low-ranked university instead of getting myself stuck in a position, like now? In the scheme of things, if I get through, I'll have better chances when I step into this realistic society.


I've never regretted choosing law as my path. However, things just so happened that I will have to confront subjects that I dislike the most. You know what is even more ironic? I chose them. My confidence level is no longer at the optimal level, and now I do everything with no even single faith on myself. Everything is just so not up to the par yet, and I'm seriously not ready for it.


Having said that, I know I'll definitely be going to strike down the amount of faiths they have on me. My parents, especially. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh...........no one can lend me a hand for now, as I know, it is only me. I can rescue myself.


Lesson: Don't ever choose things that you're lacking interest on.

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