It has been days and more than a week for me to self quarantined myself at home by the sudden attack of sickness. I had a disasterous moment tortured by illness , likewise, it is just a golden chance for me to have a rest as i always desired to. It is sheepish and fatous to claim my sickness eventually bring me some kind of benefits, neither i myself declare myself is no different with a weirdo. It brings me into awakeness and realisation. It leads me live a day, at least a day with gratefulness. To be frank, as an egoistic person who always think himself doing the right thing and claim others who agaist his ideology as wrong will of course have some conflict with people. Life full with grievance and disatisfaction. Yes, i always have conflict with my family's views as i will invoke my theories on something. In another word, i will make sense out of non-sense. Till now, i can hardly remove all those theories in my mind but just setting it aside and feel some love from them. Being anxious about my sickness, i am worry that my parents will get infected from my influeza since i am not sure whether do i got AH1N1 infection. However, they have taken care of me by ignoring the possibility of being infected. Yes, i had a tough time for being in pink of my health, so do my parents. While i was in fever severely, they barely sleep but keep on leaving their room and come down. They touched my forehead with their warmful hand. I was in dream that time i guess, but, i can somehow feel it. Though i do aware of it, still, i was so inconcious that time. What i know is, i need to sleep more as i can finally fall asleep.
Hooo.....i took a deep breathe, it is the first time i ever stay at home for such a long time this year. I cannot make it to temple , basically, i cannot make it to anywhere . So, it leaves my no choice but to stay at home. It is so rare that i stay at home , so, i would just sleep and lie on my bed. I mean, even if i stay at home, i must have something to do. To be exact, it is the first time i ever feel free which i think is bad as i almost lost my direction of life. What is life if you spend time doing nothing? Thats what i told my mum when she complains that i have been too busy with activities and friends. Yes, i has been going out quite often. At least i didnt go for clubbing ? I have my own jurisdiction on what i am doing. Whenever i discuss about time with my mum, there will be at least disagreement between both of our viewpoints. Well, its because the side effect of medication. I took a lot of supplements while i am still sick. Stolle milk which my mum believes it can strengthen my immune system , Honey which my mum thinks it can kills viruses or bacterias and some Chinese traditional medicines that i dont have faith on it. Haha, at that moment, i really dont have much choice, what i want is to get healed. Till now, i am getting better, but i have zero idea on which one works on me though. I feel like i am staying in an asylum which full with all kind of medicines.
This 'holidays' has also given me a chance to sit tight on the sofa with the TV remote control on my hand and press it . I have the chance to watch some programs like some forums held between some famous authors, some documentaries programs and some drama of course. Last time, i really dont have time for that. Of course, i was spending my time on the bed and in front of my laptop more. How about books ? Not really, maybe a few Reader Digest. I read it , flipped through and fall asleep. I also notice that i have not been really reading last days, not even newspapers. Erm..so, this sickness dont really bring me on a wistful venture, but it brings me to do more things. The most relieving news i would say is, when the doctor soothed me with the news that ' I AM NOT INFECTED BY H1N1 INFLUEZA'. Yahoo.....Now, i am pondering whether should i go to college tomorrow. I missed a lot of classes last week. Especially EC law ! Well, most probably i will going tomorrow though. Miss my mates a lot also ! They will see me with a spooky look tomorrow as i will wear a mask there. I know it looks weird. For the public's benefits, i shall practice that.
Apart from that, i went to clinics 3 times in this 2 weeks and have taken X ray to see whether my lung is in good condition or not. The daunting moment is , all clinics are so crowded man ! I think it is not only H1N1 is spreading but other viruses as well ! What happened to the world ? My mum and i were waited for 1.30 hrs and i was there with antsy feeling already. Finally, it was my turn, they took my weight as usual . The doctor is one of the greatest doctor i have ever met, the way he treats patient is very different than other specialist. His name is Dr Ludher Inderjit Singh, he was the only doctor in the anti-communist military that time. Thats what he told me, those communist wanted to kill him as he is the only doctor and therefore he needs to protect himself by wearing the same shirt as those army. He really check the patient from top to down unlike others General Practitioner. Though he is practicing as a GP , but, he himself actually is a specialist. He always chide on my dad since my dad has a big tummy resulted from beers. It is because of him, it is one of the major reason why my asthma getting better. I have been his patient for at least 10 years. If my asthma ever get healed completely, the credit should really goes to him.
Anyway, i had my holidays started earlier and i think i have enough of rest ! Time to move on! Thin time has gone ! I really need to know how to take good care of myself. Seeing my parents worry isnt a good thing. They have done more than enough. See what i have now ? I am not being high profile on what i have. It is just an feeling shown to express my satisfaction and appreciation . Thanks a bunch to everyone!
Ohya, i bought a guitar and will start to learn playing every Saturday in the temple. It is a Hofma guitar model 260 which cost around less than RM300. My friends told me its cheap as the market price is around RM400+ . Nonetheless, my classmates who known as a walking encyclopedia - Freddy, told me that it suppose to cost only RM190. He claimed that i was being cheated already. He dont know how much faith i have on my friends, then i have abit of surveying job and found out that RM190 is the price for USED GUITAR. Haha...i guess he got it wrong this time.
Bed time now, share with you all my thoughts next time. I really have lot to share here.
I hope the ailments will leave me forever , no, leave this world forever.
3 comments:
He must be a huge brag, any sensible human being will know that, no new guitar cost less than rm200. Haha... you call him a walking encyclopedia?
Lolx...Thanks for leaving your comment here. Any sensible human being will know that ? Hahax, i am just not one of it as i really have no idea how much does a new guitar cost.
Well, he is indeed a walking encyclopedia in my eyes. He knows a lot of things as compared to me. He has got some medical knowledges as his sister is a medical specialist and his brother is a pharmacist.Lolx, maybe he got it wrong this time.
Hey! Take it easy man. When ur sick it doess addle ur brains a bit. Been there myself. At least ur wait was less than 2hrs. Mine was longer than that. I was quarantined! Try not to go anywhere until ur are 100% in d peak of health. We can only hope for the world to be disease-free at the moment unless we do something about it as a unit. Take care pal..
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