I am a lucky boy .
Why am i still a boy? Don't you think that i should have grown up ?
As i said, life is inevitable, we dont really what is gonna pass and what is coming soon in the future? I am a lucky boy by still have the chance and have the opportunity to meet my brothers and sisters. Compared to them, i am just a small little tiny peanut . Which in another word, i am still a boy .
First and foremost, i have a family which is taking care of me so much. Being spoonfeed for around 17years. Such a pampered guy!!! All right, what i need to do is just study . My mind is being socialise by that kind of mindset . Maybe it is kind of childish to say that i am a boy who have a big dream . However, i am now living in a limited small space that i cannot even do what i wana do. It would not be too much if u said that i am a daydreamer, well , it is indeed i am.
I have a hand but i dont know how to use my hand. I have a lot of dreams but dont know how to make it comes true. I have a big vision. I come to understand my life is not only ordinary, but it is meaningless . The patriachy system is still function in my family. I have to listen to what my dad plan for me. If , just if , and if i dont know how to express my feelings and decision . I can tell you honestly, my life is just a merely for decorative. When i realise what i want in my life, i tend to become deviant in my dad's view. In fact, i am not . Well...yes, i am rely to my family. Now, it is time for the changes come. The revolution should come .
I want to become someone that is actually help this society. Which can help those people with low ability , no matter financially , physically or psychologically. I dont need to be outstanding. But i need to improve and upgrade myself in order to do that.
In my heart, i have the feeling that i can actually do and work out a lot of things. It is however some barriers and limitation. I cant figure out what is the problem though.
Now, recently and gonna be in the future, i am very lucky, honoured to have a bunch of brothers and sisters . They all make me realise how weak i am ? how stupid i am ? They showed me my problem . We dont really have secret. Maybe you will wonder, what? It is just impossible to have 0 secret. Yes, it can be argued that way.Indeed, secret might be just something that protect us . And it cant be a secret since it is not the matter that we are not being exposed to the issue, it is just the matter of time. We will slowly come to understand when it is the time to do so.
Okay, with no doubt, i am weak . Weak in a sense of physically , and psychologically as well. I dont need to be hiding that many think that i am soft. Which mean that i am not tough enough.They taught me how to become a man. Yes, sounds funny ?? WEll, take it seriouly then.
Why am i still a boy? Don't you think that i should have grown up ?
As i said, life is inevitable, we dont really what is gonna pass and what is coming soon in the future? I am a lucky boy by still have the chance and have the opportunity to meet my brothers and sisters. Compared to them, i am just a small little tiny peanut . Which in another word, i am still a boy .
First and foremost, i have a family which is taking care of me so much. Being spoonfeed for around 17years. Such a pampered guy!!! All right, what i need to do is just study . My mind is being socialise by that kind of mindset . Maybe it is kind of childish to say that i am a boy who have a big dream . However, i am now living in a limited small space that i cannot even do what i wana do. It would not be too much if u said that i am a daydreamer, well , it is indeed i am.
I have a hand but i dont know how to use my hand. I have a lot of dreams but dont know how to make it comes true. I have a big vision. I come to understand my life is not only ordinary, but it is meaningless . The patriachy system is still function in my family. I have to listen to what my dad plan for me. If , just if , and if i dont know how to express my feelings and decision . I can tell you honestly, my life is just a merely for decorative. When i realise what i want in my life, i tend to become deviant in my dad's view. In fact, i am not . Well...yes, i am rely to my family. Now, it is time for the changes come. The revolution should come .
I want to become someone that is actually help this society. Which can help those people with low ability , no matter financially , physically or psychologically. I dont need to be outstanding. But i need to improve and upgrade myself in order to do that.
In my heart, i have the feeling that i can actually do and work out a lot of things. It is however some barriers and limitation. I cant figure out what is the problem though.
Now, recently and gonna be in the future, i am very lucky, honoured to have a bunch of brothers and sisters . They all make me realise how weak i am ? how stupid i am ? They showed me my problem . We dont really have secret. Maybe you will wonder, what? It is just impossible to have 0 secret. Yes, it can be argued that way.Indeed, secret might be just something that protect us . And it cant be a secret since it is not the matter that we are not being exposed to the issue, it is just the matter of time. We will slowly come to understand when it is the time to do so.
Okay, with no doubt, i am weak . Weak in a sense of physically , and psychologically as well. I dont need to be hiding that many think that i am soft. Which mean that i am not tough enough.They taught me how to become a man. Yes, sounds funny ?? WEll, take it seriouly then.
I am on the way to find my way and will find my way .
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