Thursday, February 21, 2008



SIMPLE LIFE
IN A
COMPLICATED WAY.




Haha..it has been a long while i dont really update my blog.Yes, LOng long times ago.Maybe i would hav to say:" Once upon a time..."..WEll ,I hav a busy life.Errrhum....did i ?

Time keep passing on , and i keep complaining that ,my time is actually not enough. I complain abt this and that . coMPlain abt my family , friends, and my lecturer.Its akward that i always see the bad side of them . Now, i think it is my turning point. No complain anymore( Oops ! did i say no?haha..ignore it) maybe i should say, decrease my complain level, its hard and difficult for me to hiding something that i wanna say. It's a MUST for me to express it .

From last year till now, i feels like it' s juz a blink of eyes, time is so powerful man. I dont even realise i actually pass through 1 year already.I think i learnt a lot and gone through a lot last yr. And of course , almost all of it is really challenging. Luckily i hav a bunch of brothers and sister behind me.I know that they will never hurt me, even they will scold me. SOmehow, Now i feels like i really grown up.Because of them.

Lawyer?am i the suit the personality of a lawyer? Apparently, i always the quiet one in frnt of ppls, and honestly i hav manything to say in my deeply heart. Just that sometimes i got no chance to say or rebut .Why? i knew what is goin to be the result. I'll see how's the thing goin first. It will nvr change even i said it out. However, i think now is the time for me to break the wall.

Life is inevitable, its the truth. How r we goin the predict our future? Yes, we cant. We can however plan for it. Recently, i heard a lot of ppl talking abt " THE SECRET".*ITs noT REFER to jay Chou's movie*....Its actually a documentary programme. At first, i dont believe on it, i think that its somehow ridiculous in a way. How can someone make their future by just imagine and visualise it? Its so unbelievable. Okay, maybe u'll wondering why i use "MAKE". According to the secret, what we want or we can actually achieve our dream by visualise it.What do ya think?Do u believe it?

To verify my stand, i downloaded the video frm internet purposely. Im trying to prove my hyphothesis.haha....At the end , im wrong. Im wrong because i said the statement before i understand the theory of it. Its actually all abt the Law of attraction . Never heard of it before huh? well, hear it now. iTS a theory between the universe and the law of attraction.Its something like cause and effect but its rather complicated . In another word, its actually our mind power. I think u guys hav heard of the brain of einstein, right?The usage of the brain by him is only a small part of it. He is 1 of the most intelligent people in the world.How can he actually discover sth that is so new ? Its all abt the mind power. How we use it? We live in a society where we actually a form of atom, molecule or cells and almost all f it is moving evryday. ANd its result energy . We live around energy.Its untangable of course.Those ion-ion /positive and negative energy will eventually changing by our mind.Our mind is the best messenger to the universe. WHich we'll ask for it and the universe will answer it. However, we hav to work it out so that we can receive it. As a result , its not a stupid theory. mAYbe u'll think that its unbelievable, but believe it. and I saying frm a buddhism point of view as well. There r no overlapping or conflict between the law of attraction's theory with the buddhism.

"THE SECRET"

Chasing for my dream.I used to be a positive minded person when i was form 3 ( the age of 15), i think its a result frm swimming. I train my mind power by swimming. I got a strong willingness and determination that time . Its so sad that i lost it now.I easily get affected by ppl . The negativity keep go into my mind. So, it results a lot of negative things happened in my life. What's that?My fellow brothers and sisters will know. A lot....

I lost manything last year. I lost my determination , i lost my concentration , i lost my motivation, and , and i feels like i lost a friend. WHich is really A FRIEND. What a tragedy happened on my friend. Sometimes , i just feel lonely. The loneliness inside me is still there. Am i alone in the pathway of my life? We r brothers. and now, nothing . I will nvr giv up. I will let u stand up one day and i will become successful . What again? yes, Chasing for dreams. It might be a lame word to use. Its work and just get used to it. U 'll find that helpful.